Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Happy songs

Lately, I don't like listening to happy songs or songs with lyrics that are happy or content.

Yeah, you're probably thinking that I'm just being a stupid, emo, Debbie Downer. At maybe that's what it seems like. But I think it's because of something else.

Why would I want to listen to other people singing about their own happiness? Why should I take joy in something that isn't mine? Why should I want to listen to something that isn't mine?

I want to find my own happiness. I want it to be mine. I don't want to indulge in anyone else's.

I mean, don't get me wrong, I still love making people happy, because doing that makes me extremely happy. But this is different.

I don't want what isn't mine.

I want what's mine.

So where is it?

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