I'd rather

Yes, yes, I know you all (all like five of you) are wondering why I changed the name of my blog. And if you didn't notice or you weren't wondering or if you just don't care, well then, why are you here?

The previous title of my blog "Devastation & Reform" was the title of a Relient K song. The title as well as the song fit my situation very well when I started this blog. It's really a wonderful song, you should look it up.

The new title "Forget & Not Slow Down" is also the title of a Relient K song. I think as time has been passing, I've been becoming okay. So to reflect this change, I'd thought I'd give this blog a new title. The song also reflects a new outlook on life and about moving on.

How many times
Can I push it aside?
Is it time I befriended all the ghosts
Of all the things that haunt me most,
So they leave me alone?
Move on with my life,
Be certain the steps of left and right
Don't fight the direction of upright.

I'd rather forget and not slow down,
Than gather regret for the things I can't change now.
If I become what I can't accept,
Resurrect the saint from within the wretch,
Pour over me and wash my hands of it.

So I hope this change will be the first of many.

Because there comes a time when you just have to move on, forget, and not slow down.

Keep running and never look back.

Because I'd rather forget and not slow down than be stuck here wallowing in my devastation, hoping desperately that I'll magically reform.