The Road

I wanted to blog tonight, but realized that I had nothing to say. So I looked through some of my Tumblr posts and found these lyrics I wrote. どうぞ。In other words, here ya go.

The Road

How far can my heart stretch
Until it tears in half?
Do I know my own strength
Walking slowly down this road
Of self destruction, that leads to a cliff?
You warned me long ago
That I might feel like this.
Still I took that risk

Still I tried to fix
You

I suppose now I believe
That you can’t change a man.
You only end up useless, defenseless,
Walking dazed in a trance.
But still I keep moving along
This road you promised us.
Even if you don’t come back,
I’m never giving up.

How far can I keep walking
Until my legs give out?
I think I’m still standing,
But I really rather not
Look back to see if you’re following me,
‘Cause then I’d have to convince
My heart that you weren’t real
And I’d have to kill this

This thought of
You

I suppose now I believe
That you can’t change a man.
You only end up useless, defenseless,
Walking dazed in a trance,
I'll still I keep moving along
This road you promised us.
Even if you don’t come back,
I’m never giving up.

Maybe I can pretend,
Fake it long enough
Until you’re really there,
No one could call my bluff.
No one would know
That I’m nothing to you.

I suppose now I won’t believe
That you can’t change a man.
Even if I’m useless, defenseless,
Walking dazed in a trance.
But still I’ll keep moving along
This road you promised us.
Even if you don’t come back,
I’ll never give you up.